today at Starbucks this girl ordered a drink and told them to put the name “primrose everdeen” on the cup and when the barista called out the name she screamed “i volunteer as tribute” and everyone just stared at her
Me:How could it end like this, I loved him so much............. ;(
Me:I know, but you knew it was coming.
Me:Yes but I wanted it to just be paranoia. I didn't want it to end.................
Me:he didn't either, but one can't help how one feels.
Me:I know, ............ T-T
Me:He didn't want to hurt you, you know. he still cares about you, but as a friend. you know you can't hate him for that.
Me:I don't, he was too sweet and fun. I just hoped he was the one.... I don't want to lose him nor his family from my life................
Me:you don't have to. He is a great person. You can still be friends, it might take a bit but we both know he doesn't want to lose you either.
Me:I hope your right........
Me:Just know you don't need him or anyone to be happy.
Me:Yes I know but it doesn't stop me from wanting him........
Me:Its only natural but you'll be fine. You lost love but not your life. you may be sad and disappointed but you are strong. Its not wrong to be sad, you loved him. With time it will all be fine again.
I feel like I came back to the wrong reality. People are acting differently in a way I can't ignore. Even the atmosphere feels different. I just want to go back, if that's even possible. If there's even a way back to my reality... I want it.